Part 98: Prayer

BGM: The Sacred Large Hall

07/08 (SUN), Midnight

That's the tenth time that I've had to listen to her voice. Parca addresses the Court of Fate as she always does. I'm well aware of the cruelty being masked by her divine tone. As well as the reality that I have the same cruelty within me.









Alan and Federico have no issue engaging Parca in senseless conversation. That's been the case since the beginning, in fact. Especially with Federico. That's right... Tonight is the last night I'll get to see this. I don't feel sad about it. Just... empty. I can't say for sure how Miharu feels. But at the very least, she's chosen to remain silent like me.


Her sly grin signals the beginning of the election procedure. My place as Numeral I is one that I detest. I'm always the one forced to make the first declaration as a result.


I make sure to look Alan in the eyes as I say so. I'm using his life as a stepping stone for my own. It's a truth that no rationalization can change. Thus, I have to accept it. He smiles upon hearing my declaration and nods.



Things are proceeding as expected. Federico nods in response, his expression an odd mix of satisfaction and displeasure. I understand now just how incredible it is for him to remain that composed.





Parca nods and then turns to face Alan. He raises his voice before she can prompt him, though.





Federico and I have elected Alan. Meanwhile, Miharu and Alan have elected Federico. All four of us face duplicate elections. This isn't a situation I had anticipated. I get that Federico wants to elect Alan even if it means causing that situation, but I honestly didn't think he had all of his cards. I'm not quite sure why Alan wants to elect Federico when Miharu's already doing so, either.
This entire situation has me slightly bewildered. I can't see this being a tactic to make us back off. It should be clear at this point that I won't hesitate to earn election priority.





Federico ignores Parca's distress and tells Miharu that he's leaving it to her. What's more, Alan turns to speak to me.

I clench my fists as I listen to his words. I finally understand his thought process. It's not a logical decision at all, but it's one I can understand.






Parca actually raises her voice at us. How unusual. There's no anger in her tone, though. If anything, I think she's excited. It's an abnormal situation, one where myriad emotions are all crossing paths.



I close my eyes as Parca chides Federico for ignoring protocol again. My actions are essentially throwing mud in his face after he helped me. But that's okay. What I'm about to do is through my own will.




I finally understood his actions from last night. He must have learned about Amrita somehow. I've never met her myself, but the similarities must be authentic if even he is able to make the connection between me and her. Still, it doesn't feel right for him to thank me. I never did anything for him. He's the one who obtained the answer he was looking for on his own.











Parca halts the conversation for us. Next, she begins the process of bringing two lives to their end.


The Court of Fate rumbles following her exclamation. I'm up first. My platform makes its way to the upper stratum. As does Alan's.


Alan and I face one another upon completing our ascension. He remains silent, albeit with a peaceful expression.


His current silence compared to the night he's referring to says it all. That silence is soon disturbed by Parca.





BGM: Fated Selection

I open up my card book once she shuts her mouth. My cards float out in response, despite the majority of them being useless now.




He chuckles to himself before continuing.



I can't help but crack a smile. He cares for his sister far more than I imagined. An overprotective big brother, through and through. To be honest, I'm a bit jealous.


My cards begin to shine in response, floating to the middle of the Court of Fate. Once there, the light engulfs the entire space. It's then that I hear his last words.

BGM: Fall Into...

The scenery switches to that of a hotel room. Alan was going through documents. Not just paper documents, but files stored on his laptop and tablet as well. Room service arrived shortly thereafter. It was coffee. Alan didn't normally partake, but his secretary recommended it if he needed a way to keep himself awake. They claimed the coffee here was especially good.
He took a sip.
Full body paralysis followed mere moments later.
Only then did he notice... Just how many people had to have worked together through their shared hatred of him. His time was short, however. He lacked the means to judge them for their decision. Only the outcome mattered. And how it was a fitting end for someone who had thrown so much away. But in his heart remained one regret.

He hadn't seen his dear sister in half a year. A child could grow like a weed in that little time. If only he could've seen that growth. Her baby steps toward adulthood.
My consciousness returns in what I'd guess was five minutes. I wasn't surprised by what I saw. It all made sense based on what Alan had told me. One question lingers in my mind, though. Why did no one see how kind he was?






My attempt to stop her is in vain as she has already disappeared. Following that, my platform begins its descent.
...
BGM: The Sacred Large Hall

Rinka's platform returns to the lower stratum not long after she leaves. Miharu looks her in the eye and nods. Words aren't needed between them now. Her own platform begins its rise after this. Federico's follows suit.
They face one another once in the upper stratum. It's the first time they've done so since their last encounter in the real world. Federico is the first one to break the silence.




This is not the question Miharu had anticipated. While she may have gotten angry under normal circumstances, being asked in such a blunt manner renders her completely speechless.




Miharu responds to his joke with an icy stare. There's no animosity behind it, however. Just her silly way of responding to his silly joke.





Neither of them are surprised by Parca's sudden appearance. While somewhat displeased, she continues with the procedure.

BGM: Fated Selection

Miharu opens her card book when prompted.







She bites her lip as she reads out his final card. She has no idea what emotion she is feeling right now.

The Court of Fate is once again engulfed by the light from Miharu's cards.
BGM: Fall Into...

The scenery of a sinking ship unfolds. The ship's captain leapt toward him. Her body collided with his immediately after. The ship's components collapsed at the same time, crushing him underneath them. His resentment toward both his failure and something else accompanied his death.







Miharu's platform begins to move after Parca ignores her question. It helps her to realize something, though. She is getting ever closer to an answer...
...
BGM: The Sacred Large Hall

Miharu returns from the upper stratum alone. Her platform settles next to mine once more. Thus, only us and Parca remain in the Court of Fate. The seemingly endless space somehow feels even bigger now.


It belongs to the woman Alan eliminated on the first night. I never met her, but learning her name should allow me to remember her.

She must have understood what I was going for. That name belonged to the man Odette eliminated on the second night. I'll ask her about it later. That way I'll finally know the names of all twelve participants. I'll be able to remember every last one of them.





Parca gives an apathetic response before returning to the center of the Court of Fate.

I might not like her, but I can't deny how pleasant her voice sounds.
Divine Selection. It won't be long before this cruel ritual is finally over.
[END OF WEEK TEN: A MAN'S WORLD]
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Cardbook has updated.


I Name Shishimai Rinka
I Cause of Death Death by Asphyxiation
I Regret Daily Routine
II Name Hebinata Miharu
II Cause of Death Suicide
II Regret Shishimai Rinka
III Name Federico Carminati
III Cause of Death Death from Structural Collapse
IV Name Yu
IV Cause of Death Fire
IV Regret Daily Routine
V Name Ushizuka Shigetsugu
V Cause of Death Death from Starvation
V Regret Back when I was Close with Family
VI Name Chan Chan
VIII Name Kamebuchi Keiko
VIII Cause of Death Brain Hemorrhage
VIII Regret Child's Name
IX Name Scale Jones
IX Cause of Death Death from an Accident
IX Regret Gold Medal
X Name Sofiya Priessnitz Alexeievna
X Regret Seeing the World
XI Name Odette Malencon
XII Name Alan Scorpion
XII Cause of Death Death from Poison
XII Regret Little Sister's Future